SO This is Another Challenging Part of My MSc or What??

Few days ago.. I was the most happiest girl in the world.. The bad weather has improved.. no rain but hot sunny day... So this is the right time to build the portable bat flight cage again.. so here I go, rebuild the cage with my assistant....

Here is the cage frame or backbone..

And then we bring on the flight cage cover, with help of the officer in my research site

And we have one complete portable bat flight cage ready to be use and occupy anytime soon by the lucky bats

And then today.. God or whoever or whatever decided to challenged me again by doing this... Its hurt me so deep and I felt like crying outloud and shout and yell and kick some stupid arse...

The collapsed portable bat flight cage

And the broken upper side of the cage- which is bending to the soil level

And then this broke my heart even more

And this makes my heart shattered into pieces that nothing can mend it for the time being

So tell me why I am not a broken hearted right now... First is the flood in December 2007.. And then the not enough,no fruit to be collected and samples... And then the long-wait of the portable cage,it takes months to be ready... Then the bad weather.... And now this!...



Yours Truly =)

United Rocks

We won.. and thats the end of it! Chelsea fans out there.. accept it already okay...

p.s : Be Right Back... Still got important works to do....

Yours Truly =)

I am A Free Girl....

For the time being... I just come back from the nearest town to send her off.. yippee! I am gonna have my house for MYSELF.. I am loving it... hahhahaha.. so now I can walk naked in this house.. I can wear less clothes if I want to.. I can pretty do what ever I wanna do... HAhahhaha.. I am a happy girl now.... And I am even happier cause I received few MMS from Tyler Piglet's dad today.. one of it, is a photo of her holding her own milk bottle. She's 3 months now and she pretty much can do lots more stuff.. can't hardly wait to go back to Miri and hang out with Tyler... hehhehe...

Yours Truly =)

WTF!!!

How would you feel if you have someone that annoyed you in your own house but you pretty much canNOT do anything as she is your professor other MSc student and you have to collaborate with her. How would you feel if she pretty much lay around and didn't do household chores and didn't help you when you are cooking or cleaning the house? How would you feel if the only things that she care about is to get married and give birth when she is 26 years old and yet she is worried when there's no fruit around and she didn't even bother to come and check for the past few months but she wanted to quit? How would you feel if she played her recorded conversation in her mobile that she have with the other half over and over again and you pretty much can remember the words in it? I felt like I want to kill somebody and shoot that person in the head...

Yours Truly =)

Tired and I need My FULL BODY Massage..

Can somebody fly someone to my place right now? I so need someone here right now. Or maybe the Thai girl massager or what do we called them ah? I need someone to massage me. My body ache so much from working so hard this few days. Walking in the jungle for few hours everyday. Sit for hours on my lab doing lab works. Stay up till 4am almost every night. Wake up at 10am to start doing lab works. What have I become in order to pursue higher education level? I am a human robot this days. *sigh*

Yours Truly =)

Look Inside

I don't remember where I got this, but I want to share it with everyone.. once I found out who is the writer, credit will be given to you .. so now, just enjoy it and don't forget to Look Inside..

'If you ever wonder about the man in your life.....you may want to look inside. Look inside. To see a different side of human we called MAN.

Look inside. Realize that he can and does feel for you something different, something special. He wakes up in the morning, and you're the first thing on his mind. If he could call you right then and there, he would. When he sees you, his heart leaps. Not just the first time, not just when you're "alone", but every time. Every time he meets you, it's as if his whole world has been renewed. It doesn't matter if it's raining, or sunny, snowing, pleasant, or dreary. You make the rain tender, the sun warmer, the snow caressing, a dreary day funny, and a pleasant day perfect. Without you, his days would have no meaning. Of course, you say "But there could be another." He says "There isn't another. You are the only one..." He brings you flowers. Not so you'll like him more, or so you'll give him a kiss, but because he simply loves to make you happy. To see that smile on your face. Though you never knew it, it took him four months to get the courage to ask you out. Yes, he was nervous, scared. All guys are. While they try to seem tough and insensitive-deep down asking a girl out is the hardest thing in the world. And it's only that hard because of you. You just had to be so perfect, so beautiful that his fear of rejection became overwhelming. And the day you said "sure" was the best day of his life.

Look inside. Sometimes you find something that you weren't looking for. Though he won't admit it, he'd much rather cuddle with you in front of the TV for an evening than go out with the guys (well most of the time). When you hold his hand, when he holds yours, it's the best feeling in the world. And when he sees you hurt or crying, it's ripping his heart in two. Deep down, he's a romantic. He'd love to sing you songs, but he just doesn't have the voice. He'd love to take you on a moonlit walk down the beach, but he has to settle for a stroll in the park. He wishes he could bring you a dozen roses every day, but his wallet just won't let him. Making you happy is his main goal in life. Some would say that a guy like this is not a man. He is too sensitive, too weak. But I say, for all the reasons on this page, that these things are precisely what make him a man. And your existence alone has already completed his life. You are not aware of it, but he cherishes each and every moment with you as if it could be his last. Because, deep down, he is afraid that you may just decide to leave. And that is his biggest fear. And if you did leave, this man would cry. Each second with you completes him. Whether you're walking together somewhere, cuddling on a chair, skiing the slopes, sharing an ice cream cone. No matter what it is you are doing, it makes him completely happy just to be with you.

Look inside. It is often surprising. The little things are what he cherishes most. When he gets to brush your hair, when you accidentally (or perhaps on purpose) brush fingertips. When you call unexpectedly, just to say hi. He lives for these moments. He would, if given the chance, die for you. This may seem ridiculous, but he would gladly give anything and all for you.

Just look inside. And you may find something worth holding onto. Now, just look around...because this guy is out there. Right now, at this very second, he is thinking of you. You may or may not know who he is. It may be your boyfriend, your best "guy friend", or it could be someone you've never met. All the same, someday all he'll want to do is make you happy.

Look inside. I've loved and been loved. I've hurt and been hurt. This is life. But believe me, true love still exists. All you have to do is look for it. I know I do... each and everyday ...'

To the man that I have found in my life... I just wanna say, I Love You... always have and always will.. you just don't have any idea how much I needed you in my life...

Yours Truly =)

A Sabahan who is admitting that she is a Sabahan, reluctantly... hehehe..

I am a Sabahan Girl born in Sabah and grew up and stays in Sabah until I am 18 years old. And then I moved to Sarawak, particularly in Kuching to continue my first degree in UNIMAS and working in Kuching with Wildlife Conservation Society (WCS), Malaysia Program afterwards. I seldom go back home during my stays in Sarawak due to the school semester activities and my work burden when I was working. Its very hard to go back to my hometown when all I can think of is my research on going progress. And now I migrated to Peninsula Malaysia to do my second degree and perhaps will be transfered to WCS Peninsula office after finishing my study. And because of this, I always confused my new friends or the old ones. The fact that I canNOT speak Sabahan slang unless I have someone that can trigger my Sabahan slang and even if I can speak the language it is not right, the fact that my Sabahan slang is worst compared to my other siblings. and the fact that I canNOT speak my own native language fluently that I am a laughing stock to my cousins and relatives... Haiya... I am so sad... But I am what I am..

I always refer myself as a Sarawakian because the fact that I live in Sarawak for almost 9 years and I CAN speak Sarawak language better than my own, the fact that I can speak and understand few native languages in Sarawak and even far better than my own native language. I can tell you that I speak Penan language more fluent than my own Bajau language. It's a shame but I am not shy to admit this. And because I know the road in Sarawak particularly in Kuching, Serian, Miri and other parts of Sarawak better than my own hometown. Just tell me where you wanna go and then I can tell you directly where to go and how to avoid the jammed. But if you ask me the road route in Sabah, ie in KK, I am not sure whether I will give you the right direction. Its not that I am ashame to admits I am a Sabahan, its just that it come out from my mouth automatically and unintentionally. =) so don't blame me for that...

Every time someone new asked me, I would answer them I am from Sarawak.. and then the conversation go on and then some people will got confused as I tell them along. Well, I am a Sabahan but I stayed in Sarawak for the past 9 years and I know roads and language in Sarawak better then my own hometown, and now I moved to Peninsula to continue my study. And then you can see some confuse faces in front of me and they will start asking me a lot of question like I thought you are Sarawakian cause I can see the Sarawakian face in you.. Then I'll start again, and again and again.. But then, I can say that I am a Sarawakian too and why? Because my great grandfather is a Sarawakian and an Iban/Dayak and he's from Ulu Semanggang which is now known as Sri Aman. I know that his name is Bajik, which mean beautiful in Iban language. Hehhe.. true right? I know that he's one of the great soldier during his life and he went all the way to Sabah to hunt for wildlife and eventually he met my great grandmother and fell in love with her and they got married.. A very happy ending.So basically, I am a long-lost Sarawakian right? hehehe

Its so complicated to explain but then it is very easy.. its not a big issue right. What important is that we are Malaysian. But some people in Peninsula didn't know that Sabah and Sarawak are part of Malaysia. Don't get me start on this, I wont stop. Just read one of my dear friend post on this and you'll know what I mean. I don't know why some people didn't know about this, or maybe they just ignore it or maybe we use a different Geography book during our primary and secondary school or did we?. Or maybe some people just born s^#@*d and ...... Com'on man.. Sabah and Sarawak are part of Malaysia and without these two state, Malaysia is not Malaysia and many more... I should stop about it.

Moral of today story/post is Don't blame me if I can't tell you whether I am a Sabahan or Sarawakian. I am who I am... and one last fact why I always admit that I am a Sarawakian is because of the fact that my Mr. BF is a Sarawakian so if we gonna get married, I am officially can get my Sarawak PR right.. hehehhe.. so I need to practice from now... *Grin*

Yours Truly =)

I am Down There!!!

This is the snake that might take my life away yesterday, or the guy with me. This snake is one of the poisonous snake in Malaysia but it will only bite you if you touch it or disturb it. Luckily, the guy with me saw it when he was passing the snake and then he yell at me, tried to push me away as I am just a feet away from him and ask me to walk backward and use other route. I was blurry and didn't hear what he was trying to told me but I stop the minutes he yell at me, I knew that there was something next to him and it may be dangerous. Its was raining that time and usually this snake stays up to 3 meters and above on the tree but this one is on a waist height.. very dangerous height and in a ready to attack position. And a very good camouflage too

I can't put into words how depressed I am right now. I can't explained to anyone on how I felt. I am away from my family,my beloved Mr.BF and I am sooo waaayyy behind the schedule. How am I gonna cope with this. Please God,make the fruit trees fruiting again and take the rain away. I beg you. I never ask for anything but this. PLease please please.. make the trees fruiting again and take the rain away. I need lots more fruits odor samples and I need to do the bats bahaviour experiment. I need to do lots of works and my supervisor from German will come very-very soon,which is in July or August. So I am gonna work late,stay up most of the night. Do the lab work early in the morning,then to the jungle checking the fruits late evening and capturing the bats at night time. I need to be superwoman now.

Yours Truly =)

Headache Is So Over...

For the past few days, I was having a headache. Not the real one but the trouble buying tickets for my family to come to KL this November. The whole family. So I was doing the checking tickets prices, asking my sisters when is their school semester is over, considering their exam weeks and so on, asking for their IC number, asking my dad when is the school holiday starts, asking my dad his Visa card number, asking what time is convenient for them, MAS or AirAsia, and my mum doesn't want to use AirAsia, my dad doesn't mind, my sisters doesn't mind either as long as they can come here and do their shopping (and they gonna rip off my pocket's and my dad's too =( ). Too much asking and quarrel in the past few days. Too much harsh words (dad, I am sorry.. you know how impatient I am when dealing with this kind of things) and now I am Done asking them anything *i want my peace* Seriously, its giving me the headache. The pain that I have gone thru checking the price, comparing between those two flight for the past few days . Checking the flight time, seating and all. And today, I've done everything. MAS is the choice as my mum rules and my dad can't say anything. The tickets purchased and safe in my mailbox. And now needs to send the copy to my sister e-mail *grin*. Seriously, you don't want to know how bad their online system is. I am having a bad day doing all this. It took hours and many try. But I guess it is because of the promo that they are having now *please upgrade your systems*. I so don't want to go thru this process in the near future. AS if I can go away... My MSc Convocation? Please dad, just you and mum! Now, the only ticket that I haven't bookt is the ticket for my Mr BF, he will come for few days when my family is here, but we are not sure yet. He needs to check his leave balance and works too.. but I do hope that he can make it..

And I bought my Raya ticket too ( I blackmailed my dad for all the trouble I am going thru buying their tickets so he is paying for my tickets.. hahahha ). One way though cause the price for going back to KL using MAS is wayyyyyy to expensive even though daddy is paying for it. So I have to wait for AirAsia promo then, And beside, my Mr. BF is countering a job offer now (even there's only a small chance) and he might be station in KK, so have to wait for that. What is the use of buying ticket to Miri if he's in KK... hehhe... And I need to buy tickets to go back to Kuching for my class reunion this August. Waiting for the date confirmation from my prof. I didn't want to go but my Prof keep calling me and asking about it *sigh*

So enough about that, now I need my sleep... headache is almost gone... but in November,it will come back again! Definitely!


Yours Truly =)

Raining and raining and raining non-stop again

I hate to admit this but I am angry now. The fact that I cannot do my work as usual due to the non-stop raining.. only stop for few hours and then it will start again.. damn it! I am to afraid to put up my almost RM5K portable flight cage in the research station cause I am afraid that it might get flooded anytime soon.. how am I gonna finish my MSc in time if like this...


Yours Truly =)

How Well Do You Know Your Man (From Nora)

In conjunction with my yesterday post, I am doing this survey or tagged. Got it from Nora in Friendster.. So I guess,this is Fun... so here it is..


1.How well do u know your man?
Very very well, I must say

2.His age:
He's 27, but he think he is much much more younger.. =)

3.His Middle Name:
His name is Winston Churchil Layang.. So Churchil is in the middle.. so that was it, right?

4.How long have you been together?
Almost 9 years.. the anniversary is on 12 September..

5.How long did you know each other before you started dating?
I think we started dating officially after knowing each other for 2 months... we didn't even realize that we like each other so much until our friends told us about it.. ever heard of "the spark" thingy.. yeah, we have that.. if one is not around,the other one wouldn't be as cheery as when the other one is around.. we are match made in heaven!.. hehehhe


6.What physical feature attracted you to him first?
His leg and butt... hehehehhe... ;P

7.Hair color:
Black and wavy and I envy the color while he's envying mine... I want a black hair!

8.Eyes:
Brown

RELATIONSHIP STUFF:

9. Are you “in love”:
Yes!! I am. Always have and always will

10.Do your parents like him:
Yes! my siblings loves him too. Well, he just know how to fit in and my parents and siblings are very supportive..

11.Does it matter?
Not to me. But if it does matter to him,then it is. I will be by his side and support him..

12.Do you trust him?
Yes

13.Does he let you wear his shoes?
Can you imagine a size 6 feet wearing a size 8 and 1/2 shoe.. I am not working for McDonald. Hewo...

14.Do you have a shirt of his that you sleep with?
I use to but I don't know where I put them now.. But I have his perfume with me.. so whenever I felt like I really want him to be by my side and he's not, I'll just spill a little bit of it on my bolster (a.k.a bantal busuk) and there you go.. I have him with me..

15.Can you picture having kids with him?
Yes! We gonna be a very good parents. But I want all the kids to have his nose and his long eyelashes..

16.Are you happy to be with him?
Yes. Always have and alway will

SOME OTHER STUFF:

17.Does he have any tattoos?
No. I can't have any so I won't allow him too

18.Does he have any scars that you know of?
Yes

19.Is he a party dude or stay at home kind of guy?
Both. He likes parties, if you're talking about clubbing and stuff. And he stays at home too. Doing his stuff

20.Is he Outgoing or Shy?:
He's more outgoing now

21.Would he hang out with YOUR friends?
He will... but not all my friends

22.Does he sing?..
Are you kidding me? He's not. I have been asking and begging for him to sing for me but he just don't but he likes making me sing for him. There's a time that I was singing for almost an hour and non-stop and I don't know how many song.. but he really does it.

23.Do you know how to turn him on?
What kind of question is this. Gosh! Hehehe.. Of course I know.. Kan Sayang!

24.How many times a day do you tell him you love him?
We tell each other in our own ways and we knows without the other half is saying the words.. We just know.. like I told you before, we are match made in Heaven

So whoever wanna be tagged, just do so!


Yours Truly =)

I so Want to Go Back to Miri... =( NOW!!!!

Got few MMSes from Tyler Piglet's dad.. he's sending me the latest photos of the piglet... Its kinda weekly agendas.. Her dad never forgot to send me the latest photos of her or any photos of her in action.. I so miss her.. she is one of the most adorable baby girl I've ever met and hold in my arms... she just know how to behave and she is a very strong baby girl.. I can't wait for her to walk and run on her own.. I can't wait to bring her around and play with her... I wanna watch her growing up but I am too far away from her.. so this is the only way that they can update me on her progress.. So Baby Tyler, wait for me to come back to Miri this July.. I don't care I will just go to your dad's new house and kidnap you from them... We can go shopping and eat ice cream and chocolate and cakes and whatever you want.. but you got to promise me that you won't tell your mommy and dadi that we eat all those 'yummy-fatty-full of cholesterol-food' okay... Okay, I am satisfied!!

And I got few MMSes from my Mr.BF too.. well he just like to make me go gugugaga over the stuff toys photos he sent me.. and this is not the only photos he sent me okay.. there is a lot more... Ya,I am a freaking 27 years old girl that loves stuff toys so much... what is wrong with that?? NOTHING okay.. I so want the blue toy so much.. the one with big green eyes... its so cute.. I feel like the blue big green eyes toy is calling my name.. over and over again.. OMG! the hallucination starts again... I am gonna make him and make sure that he will bring me to this shop and I will shop till his eyes drop... HAHAHAHHA... seriously, I want it badly.. Can somebody buy it for me as my belated B-Day gift... =)... (hint hint people in Miri.. LOL)... please... I am making a cute face here... see see, i am grinning here.. I don't want the RM799 Grey or Creamy Hippo with the love pillow cushion on his hands.. I just want the big eyes stuff toys.. and I hope that it won't cost much cause I am eyeing for the expensive, rare and authentic Blythe Dolls as my collection too..

But the biggest and sinnest reason why I wanna go back to Miri badly is because of my Mr. BF.. I miss my Mr.BF badly..I miss him so much right now.. I just wanna fly back to Miri right now and hold him in my arms... I miss his presence.... I miss his smell.... I miss his arms around me... I miss almost everything about him.. =( nothing wrong with missing and wanting him badly right? I am not perfect without him.. I am not the whole me... (shit! i don't wanna be a jiwang girl here but I just can't help myself- is it the time of the month??? {-.-} )

Yours Truly =)

Cam-whoring during the 3rd T4T Workshop

Yours Truly =)

Tag Again..

Rules of the tag :
- Pick the month of your birth.
- Bold the 5-10 things that most apply to you.
- Strike out everything that doesn’t apply to you.
- Place the list of all the months under a cut.
- Tag 6 people from your friends list to do the same.

JANUARY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH: Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong clairvoyance. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream.Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

OCTOBER: Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

NOVEMBER: Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.


I am so tagging Debbie, Nora, Carol, Nita, and whoever want to be tagged..

Yours Truly =)

Labour Day!!!

Happy Labour Day!!!

I didn't remember that today is the labour day. I always forgot cause even I am a worker myself, I never celebrate this day. Its not that I don't want to. Its the fact that I wasn't be able to celebrate it for the past few years. Why? Cause I am in the field working and doing the research. Yes, I know its A ONE DAY celebration but come to the fact that, is it a must or just the regular holiday. I don't have to wait to that particular day to celebrate it, I am a worker and everyday is a worker day! Full stop.

So how did I spent my day,specifically today. I wake up very early today and headed to the Center Office. Waiting for the workers to come and headed to the paddock. Yes, I stay at the conservation center, specifically for Seladang or Gaur. I haven't had an experience doing work with the Seladang so today is the day. The Day that I will help out and do their daily work. I love to do this and experience it so that I can understand the situation better and I can give something in return. The fact that it needs a hard work and willingness, so today I am willing to become them. So we cleaning the paddock, clear out all the branches, the left-over, the 'feces' and dump it to the dumping areas. Then we carry all the food to the truck, branches of tree, banana and pellet and send it to each paddock, its one tan of food. and only 5 people doing it including me. Arrange the leaves and small branches nicely and tied it with the rope and hang it on the fence and move to the next paddock. It was energy consuming type of works. I am all tired and itchy. but thats not important, what important is that I know how hard they work and what have they done to improve anything.

So, appreciate what you have and don't complain to much. Other people work so hard to earn for living. And they didn't complain much!!

Yours Truly =)