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Sunday, September 28, 2008

How I spent my first 24 HOurs At Home...

Sleep the whole day.... hehehhe.. I am tired what. Driving all the way from Pahang and search for some stuff in KL, the sleepless night and 2 hours plus in the plane and the driving back home... SO I deserve to catch up with my sleep.

Then the next hours is spent with my siblings, cleaning up my late beloved grandpa house. This house seems so big when I am small. Now, it seem smaller. Not that the house shrink, but I grew up. Its a 20 years old family house and my siblings and I get to clean this house every year, especially during the Raya Celebration. Not the others. The others will only show up when everything is done. Yup. When everything are DONE. Not that I am complaining, but if everyone is here and helping, the workload is less and easy. And we can finish it on time. BUt who Am I to complaint.. hehehhe..

Raya is just 2 days away. But I didn't felt anything. Maybe because I grew up and Raya become nothing special to me anymore. I remember, during my childhood. Raya is one of the most waited celebration. Because I get to see and enjoy myself with all my cousins. We did a lots of things together. But as everyone grew older, we seems to be drifted apart. And I don't know why. Everyone is going their own way. *sigh*... how I miss those time. And again, who Am I to compliant..

Anyway, I am not sure whether I will be able to online and update this blog for the next few days. So here it is... I would like to wish everyone 'SELAMAT HARI RAYA, MAAF ZAHIR BATIN' ... lets just do what we have to do... cheers


Yours Truly =)

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Raya Holidays

The Celebration of Hari Raya is 8 days away and I will be back to my hometown in 3 days. Do I get excited? Yes and No. Yes because I am going home, at last. Means I will get to rest from doing what I am doing right now. And I seriously need that. Rest and to be able to enjoy myself at home. Its been a long time time that I didn't really spend my time with my family. The last time that I went back,which is in July is just for 4 days and I didn't really get to enjoy it because I was very sick that time. My Sinus plus migraine took it all. I was bedridden for all the time. I have been staying away from my family for the past 17 years. My secondary education was spent living in a boarding school, So I will be only back to home when its the school holidays. And sometimes, I didn't even get to spent enough time at home cause I was involved with sports and school-tuition. As one of the most privilege school back in Sabah, we have to study smart to keep up with the result. Finishing my secondary school, I was in the matriculation and again away from home. My first degree also was spent away from home and I don't really get to go back home due to my field trips. So, away I was most of the time. When I started working and being workaholic, I too spent my time doing my work. Believe me I still have almost 2 months leave cause I hardly take any leave. Trust me cause that was the truth.

I would say NO cause every time I am planning for a holiday, it is the time when some of the figs that I need to collect and samples is fruiting and ripen. Just right on time when I am not around. It got me frustrated because there is nothing I can do about it. I just hope that there is still many left over when I came back after the Raya Holidays. Finger cross. Lets be positive on this one. Please please...

Talk to him today, he told me that he got an offer from one company. Which is based in KL. If he accept the offer, he will be in KL for few months for the training and will travel overseas after that. The money is good, good enough for him compared to the current job. But he is not very sure about the job prospect. So I told him not to rush on deciding because he is still waiting for another one, which he was interviewed last week. Informal one of course. This one, the job prospect is very clear. It is something that he knew all the way. But the money might not be as good as the other one. Whatever he decide, I will support it. As long as he is happy. That's enough for me. Seeing him happy. What more can I ask right. I know that we have been thru a lot lately. We were in a very rough time, and we didn't now what the best for the relationship. What the best for us? There's to many uncertainties, too many unanswered questions. So, we put it on hold and see what gonna happen. I wanted to concentrate on my study and he's on his career. Whatever the best for each of us. Just pray for us. if it is meant to be,then it will. If it is not, we will accept it and become good friend. What more can I ask, I am lucky enough to have what I have now. Life that the others would die for, and I thanks God for all the good things.

Logging off.. I need my beauty sleep. I haven't pack anything. I am leaving to KL tommorow before going back to Sabah. Till then....


Yours Truly =)

Monday, September 15, 2008

The Current Status

The current status for the relationship is still on hold. It could be anything. There is always a way for every problems. To all my dear friends, Don't worry. I am doing okay. He is too. We just have to discuss this more. Pros and cons. We both didn't want to hurt any of us anymore. Just wish us luck. Whatever might happen, we will accept it.



Yours Truly =)

Birthday Calculator

Found this website thru other web blog. It will calculate your birthday. All you have to do is go to the website and enter your birthdate. As simple as that. So here is the result.

The Result:

Your date of conception was on or about 19 April 1980 which was a Saturday.

You were born on a Saturday
under the astrological sign Capricorn.
Your Life path number is 3.

Your fortune cookie reads:
Smiling often can make you look and feel younger.

Life Path Compatibility:
You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 3, 6 & 9.
You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 1, 2, 5 & 11.
You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 4, 7, 8 & 22.

The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2444614.5.
The golden number for 1981 is 6.
The epact number for 1981 is 24.
The year 1981 was not a leap year.

Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 2/16/1980 and ending 2/4/1981.
You were born in the Chinese year of the Monkey.

Your Native American Zodiac sign is Goose; your plant is Bramble.

You were born in the Egyptian month of Famenoth, the third month of the season of Poret (Emergence - Fertile soil).

Your date of birth on the Hebrew calendar is 5 Shevat 5741.
Or if you were born after sundown then the date is 6 Shevat 5741.

The Mayan Calendar long count date of your birthday is 12.18.7.10.10 which is
12 baktun 18 katun 7 tun 10 uinal 10 kin

The Hijra (Islamic Calendar) date of your birth is Saturday, 4 Rabi'u'l-Avval 1401 (1401-3-4).

The date of Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 19 April 1981.
The date of Orthodox Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 26 April 1981.
The date of Ash Wednesday (the first day of Lent) on your birth year was Wednesday 4 March 1981.
The date of Whitsun (Pentecost Sunday) in the year of your birth was Sunday 7 June 1981.
The date of Whisuntide in the year of your birth was Sunday 14 June 1981.
The date of Rosh Hashanah in the year of your birth was Tuesday, 29 September 1981.
The date of Passover in the year of your birth was Sunday, 19 April 1981.
The date of Mardi Gras on your birth year was Tuesday 3 March 1981.

As of 9/14/2008 12:23:44 PM EDT
You are 27 years old.
You are 332 months old.
You are 1,445 weeks old.
You are 10,109 days old.
You are 242,628 hours old.
You are 14,557,703 minutes old.
You are 873,462,224 seconds old.

Celebrities who share your birthday:

Pat Benatar (1953)George Foreman (1949)Rod Stewart (1945)
Sal Mineo (1939)Gisele MacKenzie (1927)Johnnie Ray (1927)
Paul Henreid (1908)Ray Bolger (1904)Grigori Rasputin (1869)

Top songs of 1981
Physical by Olivia Newton-JohnBette Davis Eyes by Kim Carnes
Endless Love by Diana Ross & Lionel RichieArthur's Theme by Christopher Cross
Kiss On My List by Daryl Hall & John OatesJessie's Girl by Rick Springfield
I Love a Rainy Night by Eddie Rabbitt9 to 5 by Dolly Parton
Private Eyes by Daryl Hall & John OatesRapture by Blondie

Your age is the equivalent of a dog that is 3.95655577299413 years old. (Life's just a big chewy bone for you!)

Your lucky day is Saturday.
Your lucky number is 8.
Your ruling planet(s) is Saturn & Uranus.
Your lucky dates are 8th, 17th, 26th.
Your opposition sign is Cancer.
Your opposition number(s) is 2 & 7.

Today is not one of your lucky days!

There are 118 days till your next birthday
on which your cake will have 28 candles.

Those 28 candles produce 28 BTUs,
or 7,056 calories of heat (that's only 7.0560 food Calories!) .
You can boil 3.20 US ounces of water with that many candles.

In 1981 there were approximately 3.6 million births in the US.
In 1981 the US population was approximately 226,545,805 people, 64.0 persons per square mile.
In 1981 in the US there were 2,438,000 marriages (10.6%) and 1,219,000 divorces (5.3%)
In 1981 in the US there were approximately 1,990,000 deaths (8.8 per 1000)
In the US a new person is born approximately every 8 seconds.
In the US one person dies approximately every 12 seconds.

In 1981 the population of Australia was approximately 15,054,117.
In 1981 there were approximately 235,842 births in Australia.
In 1981 in Australia there were approximately 113,905 marriages and 41,412 divorces.
In 1981 in Australia there were approximately 109,003 deaths.


Your birthstone is Garnet

The Mystical properties of Garnet

Garnet is used as a power stone
Some lists consider these stones to be your birthstone. (Birthstone lists come from Jewelers, Tibet, Ayurvedic Indian medicine, and other sources)
Emerald, Rose Quartz

Your birth tree is
Fir Tree, the Mysterious

Extraordinary taste, dignity, cultivated airs, loves anything beautiful, moody, stubborn, tends to egoism but cares for those close to it,rather modest, very ambitious, talented, industrious uncontent lover, many friends, many foes, very reliable.


There are 102 days till Christmas 2008!
There are 115 days till Orthodox Christmas!

The moon's phase on the day you were born was waxing crescent.

THE LIFE PATH
The Life Path 3 indicates that you entered this plane with a strong sense of creativity and with wonderful communication skills. Achievement for you most likely comes through engaging your ingenious expression. A truly gifted 3 possesses the most exceptional innovative skills, normally in the verbal realm, writing, speaking, acting, or similar endeavors. Here we are apt to find the entertainers of the world, bright, effervescent, sparkling people with very optimistic attitudes. The bright side of this path stresses harmony, beauty and pleasures; of sharing your inventive talents with the world. Capturing your capability in creative self-expression is the highest level of attainment for this life path.

Life is generally lived to the fullest, often without much worry about tomorrow. You are not very good at handling money because of a general lack of concern about it. You spend it when you have it and don't when you don't.

The 3 loves connecting with people. The characteristics of the 3 are warmth and friendliness, a good conversationalist, social and open. A good talker both from the standpoint of being a delight to listen to, but even more importantly, one who has the ability to listen to others. Accordingly, the life path 3 produces individuals who are always a welcome addition to any social situation and know how to make others feel at home. The approach to life tends to be exceedingly positive. Your disposition is almost surely sunny and openhearted. A happy and often inspired person, you are constantly seeking and needing the stimuli of similar people.

There is a remote side to your 3 Life Path, as well. This comes as a surprise to the native and to those who think they are well acquainted. The 3 is actually a very sensitive soul. When hurt, you can easily retreat to a shell of morose silence for extended periods. Nonetheless, the 3 eventually copes with all of the many setbacks that occur in life and readily bounces back for more. It is usually easy for you to deal with problems because you can freely admit the existence of problems without letting them get you down for too long. Because of your own sensitivity to hurt, you have a caring disposition and seem to be very conscious of other people's feelings and emotions.

In romance, the 3 is a very ardent and loyal lover. Affairs that don't go well can leave scares that seem to linger. Emotional experiences of all sorts tend to deeply touch the 3 and the drama may take some time to play out. Regrettably, the giving disposition of the 3 often attracts demanding partners. As with most of life's issues for the 3 Life Path, balance in relationships is illusive.

Your big test with a 3 Life Path is controlling your highs and lows. You won't survive very well in any routine environment or when you are placed under dominating management. Slow thinking and overly contemplative people tend to frustrate you, and you don't function too well with this type whether you are working for, with, or under them. Your exuberant nature can take you far, especially if you are ever able to focus your energies and talents.

For the few living on the negative side of this Life Path, a 3 may be so delighted with the joy of living that the life becomes frivolous and superficial. You may scatter your abilities and express little sense of purpose. The 3 can be an enigma, for no apparent reason you may become moody and tend to retreat. Escapist tendencies are not uncommon with the 3 life path, and you find it very hard to settle into one place or one position. Guard against being critical of others, impatient, intolerant, or overly optimistic.




Yours Truly =)

Saturday, September 6, 2008

Emptiness

There's a big hole in my heart and i dunno how to avoid it... there's a loneliness in there but i dunno what i am suppose to do with it... I guess I just have to live with it.. I am such a FAILURE.


Yours Truly =)
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