Family Affairs

My family is coming to KL tomorrow. The whole family. So I am gonna be quite busy entertaining them. And having my own cuti-cuti Malaysia as well. I hope after the holidays everything will be back to normal. No more miserable me, no more super sensitive me, no more fragile me but only the old me. OMG! I missed the old me. The one who use to have fun and laugh and just enjoying my life. But when the new me emerged from somewhere, I've become someone else. I am not so fun anymore. I am not so happy anymore. And now I just didn't want to put the blame to anyone.

back to the main topic, I am not quite sure whee we are heading. Bt it would be all around Peninsular Malaysia for sure. So, I am looking forward for them to come. Cheers everyone, I am going off to KL.

Yours Truly =)

To all My Best Girls

When the world made no sense
When the gravity was pulling me way down
When living & breathing was such a burden to me
Never once you went away
Never once you let me go astray
And for that I thank thee
For this friendship eternally
For being that driving force
The strong inspiring source
For making me wanting to live
For making me wanting to believe
That world isn't such a bad place
When I’m so blessed with your grace

p.s : Found it from someone blog. Thanks to her.

Yours Truly =)

Am I Happy???

As corny as it may sound, I am happy with my life now. I am not bothered by whatever happens for the past few months or weeks or days. For what ever dramas or gossips or scandals or politics, and everything. I learnt to let go and by letting go I am more happier than ever. I learnt not to think about it like I use too only to find answers to all my questions, all the uncertainties. And sadly never found it. I learnt to just go with the flow and I am happier by day. And I am looking forward for whatever may happen. Life is an amazing gift, and I am holding into that. Love is something mysterious, and I am not putting any hope to it anymore. If I can be happy by being single, let it be. If I can do and achieve my dreams by being single, I welcome it into my life. Marriage is so overrated. So does other stuff. What important now is I cherish every moments that I have and live my life the way I wanted it to be.

I am not perfect even to some of my friends I am are. I have my ups and downs. I have flaws. And I am not afraid to admit that. I am just another human being. And of course human do lots of mistakes in their life. But I decided not to talk about it, about other human being because I might do the same thing in my past or in the future. Take an example, when we are talking about controlling our other half. Define control. Is control and concern the same thing or not? When you asked, is it controlling or just concerned? Do the maths and go figure. Don't simply blame other people for whatever they did if you are one before, and when you did even worst. When you stick around and clung to your other half 24-7 and you are not even married yet. I felt like laughing at this kind of person. OMG! what was I am talking here. This is so out of the topic.

But, I am happier. For whatever it is. I know I will have to choose on what to do with my life. To go on with what I have plan years ago or make new plan. Its my life that I am gambling with. And whatever the consequences, I am the one who will face it. Not you and not anyone.

Yours Truly =)

Go Figure!!

Person A : Yes, she have feelings for him. But If he didn't started it, She will not have any feelings. I don't know whats going on with him cause he looks stupid to me now that he didn't know what he wants in his life. Ask him whether he want to continue with you or just with his life. Because I didn't see that Person B is disturbing him. She is my bestfriend, I know her for quite some time already. And I told her to leave him alone. Which she did. She will not try to steal other girl boyfriend.

Person B: Don't blame him. Blame me. I swear that I didn't have any feelings towards him. He didn't know anything. I am sorry that I post the entry about him which is obviously showing my feelings towards him when he left. I changed my phone number already. And I will leave him alone for you. Please be there for him. He needs you. And he will never leave you. I got secret to tell you that no one knows about, I have a fiance. And I will get a new job with his help.

Person C : I didn't do anything. I didn't even know what you guys are saying. Why Person A said that? I didn't seduce or flirt with Person B.

So, go figure... Who to trust and who is not. The puzzle is yours to solve. Good Luck!! Btw, its just a puzzle. It has nothing to do with anyone..


Yours Truly =)

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I never thought that you would do this to me. Why on earth you do this to me. What have I done wrong to you. I have been there for you, supporting you,loving you,care for you and do almost everything you asked me too. But this is what I got. No wonder you change so much. No wonder you don't have time for me. No wonder all these things happen. You cheated on me and I am too blind to see. Thanks for everything. I am leaving you now...


Yours Truly =)

I am Sorry That I am Not Perfect...

This is for you, if you read this. I am sorry that I am not what you think I am.. I am just human and I do lots of mistakes.. And again, I am sorry for this.

p.s : sorry that I didn't update any latest news for the past few weeks. I don't feel like blogging anymore, for the time being

p.p.s: I will try to blog more next time when I am back to the normal mode

p.p.p.s: Thanks to my dear friends who have been there for me


Yours Truly =)