The Shopaholic

I guess I should be writing more on my shopping habits... I just can't help it. I loves buying shoes, books, handbags and accessories but never really use it. If you don't trust it, come to my house and you will see all those stuff that I never really wear. I have a big collection of all these, especially shoes and accessories. The accessories is the most, its not that I bought them all, I make some of it but still I have to buy the materials... I know my beloved Sayang have been telling me not to buy stuff that I don't really need. But I tell you, I cant keep my mind in peace until I got what I want. When he was around, I have someone to control over my money as he will always ask me, when I am going to wear it and for what. Sometimes I come out with a very good reason that he will just let me bought it and making sure that I will use it. But, here in KL.. no one controls me.. I had 100 % control over my money and what I want to buy. When I migrated to KL, I only have 2 bags of my cloths,2 boxes of my educational books, a flip flop and my nike shoe for futsal.. Now I have more than 2 bags of cloths,more than 5 boxes of books of different type and more than 10 pairs of shoes of different type for different function. When I got back to Kuching, I guess I will have enough supply for the next 10 years. And my Sayang will be mad at me. I know, I know... I can't help me... especially when I am worried, buying shoes will make my days and it will keep me happy for the next 2 or 3 weeks... its a way that I pampered myself.... I don't get enough loves and cares here what.. I am away from all my friends, my sayang and my family.. I don't get to do my regular stuff like swimming, futsalling and many more.. so I am trying hard to cope with my life here.. Is just that KL is not a good place for me to stay cause I end up buying stuffs and wasting my money... OMG! I need someone to control me...