As corny as it may sound, I am happy with my life now. I am not bothered by whatever happens for the past few months or weeks or days. For what ever dramas or gossips or scandals or politics, and everything. I learnt to let go and by letting go I am more happier than ever. I learnt not to think about it like I use too only to find answers to all my questions, all the uncertainties. And sadly never found it. I learnt to just go with the flow and I am happier by day. And I am looking forward for whatever may happen. Life is an amazing gift, and I am holding into that. Love is something mysterious, and I am not putting any hope to it anymore. If I can be happy by being single, let it be. If I can do and achieve my dreams by being single, I welcome it into my life. Marriage is so overrated. So does other stuff. What important now is I cherish every moments that I have and live my life the way I wanted it to be.
I am not perfect even to some of my friends I am are. I have my ups and downs. I have flaws. And I am not afraid to admit that. I am just another human being. And of course human do lots of mistakes in their life. But I decided not to talk about it, about other human being because I might do the same thing in my past or in the future. Take an example, when we are talking about controlling our other half. Define control. Is control and concern the same thing or not? When you asked, is it controlling or just concerned? Do the maths and go figure. Don't simply blame other people for whatever they did if you are one before, and when you did even worst. When you stick around and clung to your other half 24-7 and you are not even married yet. I felt like laughing at this kind of person. OMG! what was I am talking here. This is so out of the topic.
But, I am happier. For whatever it is. I know I will have to choose on what to do with my life. To go on with what I have plan years ago or make new plan. Its my life that I am gambling with. And whatever the consequences, I am the one who will face it. Not you and not anyone.
I am not perfect even to some of my friends I am are. I have my ups and downs. I have flaws. And I am not afraid to admit that. I am just another human being. And of course human do lots of mistakes in their life. But I decided not to talk about it, about other human being because I might do the same thing in my past or in the future. Take an example, when we are talking about controlling our other half. Define control. Is control and concern the same thing or not? When you asked, is it controlling or just concerned? Do the maths and go figure. Don't simply blame other people for whatever they did if you are one before, and when you did even worst. When you stick around and clung to your other half 24-7 and you are not even married yet. I felt like laughing at this kind of person. OMG! what was I am talking here. This is so out of the topic.
But, I am happier. For whatever it is. I know I will have to choose on what to do with my life. To go on with what I have plan years ago or make new plan. Its my life that I am gambling with. And whatever the consequences, I am the one who will face it. Not you and not anyone.
Yours Truly =)
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sabar nok...cobaan..walaupun ku sik mauk take sides, tapi ku teringin mauk ketuk Persons A, B and C berdasarkan blog post ko sebelum tok. Aku yang geram (ceh!)....
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