My Last Post..

Yes. It could be my last post before I am married to my boyfriend. Not the old one but the new one. Yes, I dumped the old one not long time ago. But that's not important. AS some of you may know, I am getting married next week on the 29th of May, 2010 to Mohd Asrul. Please pray for our happiness and hopefully the reception will goes smoothly.



I have so many stories to tell regarding the preparations and what I've gone thru along it. How I laugh when things were right and perfectly. How I cried when things goes wrong especially when the tailor ruin my wedding dress. How I rush here and there trying to get stuff finish on time and not getting enough rest ans sleep almost everyday. And all of it because I want my wedding day to be perfect the way it is. Not grand but perfect. And perfect means everything to me know.

Only 7 days including today left before my wedding day. I am actually having cold feet, stomachache and mood swing every single seconds. sometimes i felt like I can't wait to be his Mrs.Wifey. sometimes i felt like I made the wrong decision and just want to run away from everything. and most of the time, I can't felt anything. Along the way, we quarrel over small things, talk for hours over the phone about responsibilities and future and many more things. We talk, and laugh, and quarrel over everything because we have both similarity and differences. But most of all are differences. And when I think of the differences, I am scared of starting my life with him. What if we made mistakes? but nothing is uncertain. we only can hope for the best, and the best is yet to come...



Yours Truly =)