Need I say More

I have no words to explain what I felt right now. I am depressed by my look and sometimes I felt ashamed of it. I used to be a very skinny one (at least) and now I am like double my size before. I am happy with my life and everything except for my weight. I cant help it that I tried so many ways to lose the weight, the extra baggage especially on my tummy. But nothing works. When I tell people that I don't eat much, they always roll their eyes and showing me a face, a face that saying that they didn't believe it. Now I felt like I am looking like the 1st  photo. But I didn't want to be like the 2nd photo.  Somehow I will have to do something about my weight in order to be a better me. And that will be decided after a couple of weeks because I am still waiting for some news.

Yours Truly =)