I really hate to admit this... but I guess I am having a nervous break down... and phobia too.. its all due to the heavy rain and flood thingy that happen in my life recently.. Its haunted my mind.. day and night.. I can't sleep well even I know that I am not in the research station... I don't feel that safe anymore... I can't eat well... I can't even think straight... I can't remember exactly what day is the next day without looking at my mobile calendar.. I can't even type correctly and have to double check every things... I can't remember things without jotting it down.. Been having headache for the past few days.. been eating my pills but it won't go away... I hate living my life like this.. I should be happy and enjoying it... But I just can't... Day-dreaming most of the time.. and I don't even know what I was thinking... God help me to pass thru this time...
I've got my exam result already.. Got a Dean List... hehehhe... It makes my day... I know I don't work hard enough.. Been nervous about it but thanks God.. It come out very well.. So.. Till next time....
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Congrats for making the Dean's List! Am so proud of you, gal. Keep it up. =) *hugs*
I'm so happy for you, laling! But please don't get stressed ya? Just be yourself.
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