Raining and raining and raining non-stop again

I hate to admit this but I am angry now. The fact that I cannot do my work as usual due to the non-stop raining.. only stop for few hours and then it will start again.. damn it! I am to afraid to put up my almost RM5K portable flight cage in the research station cause I am afraid that it might get flooded anytime soon.. how am I gonna finish my MSc in time if like this...


Yours Truly =)

I Loathe Monday

This exactly what I felt right now... OOOOOHHHH.. I so hate Mondays! I need something to motivate me.. but what is that something? Is anyone feel the same.. drop me a line and say something..

Stupidity Or What??

Have you ever felt the stupidity and its cause by your own so called mistake. Because its involve someone else too, and you were too afraid to ask. Yah! That's happen to me. This morning! Today! I felt Stupid. What with the little drama in someone office early in the morning! OK.. I'll stop.

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Cartoon by Dave Walker. Find more cartoons you can freely re-use on your blog at We Blog Cartoons.

Wonder where would I fit? the famous one or the famous blogger or maybe the good friend or good listener or good at looking for trouble. But that's not important I guess. I can fit in any situation and with anyone, almost anyone. As long as I don't have any issues with them. Ya, that's true. As long as I don't have any issues. Believe me that I can be super-duper nice to people and super-duper cruel at times. Especially to those who have issues with me, or those who irritates me, or hurts my feelings. Or those who hurts my friends. My friends would have forgiven and forgot about it easily but not me. NOT ME. Or those who's hurting my beloved one, and thats include my Mr.BF and my family.

I can be the nicey-sweety Yenny in front of people but you just don't have any clues that I hated them so much that I wanted to spit on their face and hit them on the head for being so clueless. Those who's close to me knows me by my eyes expression or maybe the way I laugh at people jokes or maybe the way I speak. They know that I like the person that I am talking to or not. Simply by looking on how I react to that person. Especially my laugh, you will know in instant. I know that I am not good at hiding my feelings. Try to but I just can't. So sometimes, I just tell people straight to their face that I don't like them. And my face is full of the hatred expression and perhaps its up to the level that the particular person feels like to commit suicide. I told you. I can be very-very cruel at times. If I felt threaten, its even worse. I can do something that I myself can't think of. I think its the surviving thing. Trying to survive among all the great creature. Survival of the fittest. And would become one? I think so far I did...

The Tense Is There...

I really hate to admit this... but I guess I am having a nervous break down... and phobia too.. its all due to the heavy rain and flood thingy that happen in my life recently.. Its haunted my mind.. day and night.. I can't sleep well even I know that I am not in the research station... I don't feel that safe anymore... I can't eat well... I can't even think straight... I can't remember exactly what day is the next day without looking at my mobile calendar.. I can't even type correctly and have to double check every things... I can't remember things without jotting it down.. Been having headache for the past few days.. been eating my pills but it won't go away... I hate living my life like this.. I should be happy and enjoying it... But I just can't... Day-dreaming most of the time.. and I don't even know what I was thinking... God help me to pass thru this time...

I've got my exam result already.. Got a Dean List... hehehhe... It makes my day... I know I don't work hard enough.. Been nervous about it but thanks God.. It come out very well.. So.. Till next time....